created: Sunday, July 20, 2003, 5:14:07 PM

...it was hard...

i've dreamt of a person beforebut that person was very unfamiliar,but still we talk..until the next morning as i woke up and see the sun shines,i had my hot bath and rush to school..there i had with me my friend, then, as my friend dialled her phone without knowing whose phone number' s that and started to say somethingi didnt thought that,that call will be mine.then ive talked with that person about everything until we saidgoodbye for now...after that it was followed by long conversationsuntil an unexpected thing happened,i know possibly this would not work, and i'm worried to hurt him.. but it just came tobe like that..i kept silent and i didnt react.i just turn my back and cry..without letting him know what i really had here inside..he cant understand why im acting this way..still i did..i tried to spoke few words..and nothing more..how can i broke somebody's heart while im here breaking too mine...ill let him go and what he did was the same.....