Thursday, September 18, 2003, 4:10:50 PM

how can i

How can i explain to you, that I didn’t lie. I've told you what's true but it isn’t for you. I may not be the one you really like, but i promise to light up your night. I’ll be what you deserve, but i can never change the reality that I'm totally, what you see. It's hard because i know that never will it happen finding in me, similar to what you glimpse in your dreams. It has been too long since I have hidden myself from you. And it will be hard for me to let see what I really hide inside. I never wanted you to go, but whenever I hesitate to come, for you to have me for a while, I think slowly I’m pushing you away, letting you go and turning off my back.
I cannot forgive myself, denying how I love you.
I’m hopelessly hooked of the love I sense to have.
Help me. Can you please go and set me free. Take the love im giving of.
Then, I’ll close my eyes as I leave and bade goodbye.