Wednesday, December 10, 2003, 7:16:49 PM

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I actually do not know why I am here in front of this computer doing an article without due demand by my professor. Maybe because I was amused of the article which Kaye, a friend of mine, did two days ago. It was a phenomenology of her life, it is stated there how life evolves having a mom from a far away place and living with her lovely grandparents. However, I am not doing the same of what she did. All I wanted is to compose an article about what I feel right now, what I want to let you know, what I have experienced and everything I want you to read.
I am not familiar with all English words, I swear! I do not even know some of them, though I use it. You can call me stupid but I really was not able to bear the meaning of those. So, guys,, dont worry, =) English words here are those who are only familiar with you. Now, you have to waste your time reading this, okay.
Hmm... You know what?! I am destruct with everything, and I cannot leave it all behind. No worries can get out off my head. I am so confused. I do not know where to go and hide myself.
When, I was just a kid, I love to go everywhere, experience everything, grasp every little thing I see, look up in the sky and point the brightest star, play outside with friends, dream to be a princess, give joy to my aunts and uncles, do craziest things, and the usual things kids do. I was totally bubbly, jolly and outstanding. They just have fun when I am there. My playmates call me "crying baby", because I used to cry a lot even to things that are not a big deal. Yeah, sometimes they do no want to play with me because of that attitude. However, anything happens, still, were all playmates again. I remember when my uncle from Italy went to our home. I was just staying in our room then suddenly I came out then dance in front of him, as my skirt was falling down after that I run back to our room.
When I grew up as a young adolescent, I became shy. Shy of standing in front of people, putting myself to embarrassment, showing them what I have and been wronged. However, all of a sudden when I enjoy the crowd, I easily adopt things and learn to associate with every people I meet. It’s so nice to begin like that because people will trust you and they’ll keep on holding on what they believe, who really you are. Then you will make them realize that what they see from you is what they get.